March 19, 2010

So, today was like any other ordinary day. I went to school came home and did nothing. But I realized that my life was filled with so much drama, and I hate it. I wanted to change everything so I started by trying to find out what the problem is. The problem was that every day was the same and I'm in the "wrong group", so to say, but anyway I decided I would find new friends.
Yesterday, one of my best friends backstabbed me and I never really realized how not that great of a friend she was until now when I look back on it but now that I realize all she wants was the lime light, and wanted tons of drama. She needed everyone to know who she was anf what she can do, no matter who she hurt along the way. That's not what a true friend is. Am I right? So I decided I would let her get mad and do what she need to do to feel special and not care. My mom has always told that if you stop caring about all the drama that the people causing it will get bored and move on to someone else to start drama with, because if you don't fight back its like they are fighting with a wall. Now I use to think it was stupid when she told me this but now that I realize it she was right and I believe her if you don't fight back they will just kinda look stupid. Not being mean or anything, just saying. So now that I have decided to take a new path in life and focus more on school and my future, I'm starting to feel better. There are always certin people in life who were meant to be there and others just stop by to make an apperance and teach you a lesson. Its hard to tell which is which until something big happens. The ones who stick by your side are meant to be there forever and the ones who turn there back are just making an apperance and teaching you lesson. So I'm just going to thank them for making me a better person by showing who they really are and ending all my drama with them and making me a stronger person by saying good-bye to them.
So to anyone who reads this. Yes, it is my first blog and I plan to try to post a new one every day. So thank you for reading and I hope something that I wrote can help you with some of your problems that you have in life.